Sunday, 8 January 2012
Thursday, 4 August 2011
People who dont get the hint
Each of us has one, if not more! A Friend/associate who we don't really want to speak to most of the time, but they ALWAYS seem so sad that you cant bring yourself to tell them FUCK OFF!
How do you handle these people....
A friend of mine (whom I don't mind being around that much) who has only ever met the persons in question twice said each time he sees these people he hears the sad walking away music made famous by the Hulk movie.... LOL
JUST FUCK RIGHT OFF! GO HOME!! YOUR OUT FROM 9AM, not to work... no. TO HUNT FOR SOME FREE WEED!!
WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU! YOUR PARENT HATE YOU COS OF THIS< BUT YOU DON'T WANT TO GO HOME COS YOUR PARENTS HAVE HAD ENOUGH!......
GET A JOB, OR A LIFE AT LEAST!!
How do you handle these people....
A friend of mine (whom I don't mind being around that much) who has only ever met the persons in question twice said each time he sees these people he hears the sad walking away music made famous by the Hulk movie.... LOL
JUST FUCK RIGHT OFF! GO HOME!! YOUR OUT FROM 9AM, not to work... no. TO HUNT FOR SOME FREE WEED!!
WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU! YOUR PARENT HATE YOU COS OF THIS< BUT YOU DON'T WANT TO GO HOME COS YOUR PARENTS HAVE HAD ENOUGH!......
GET A JOB, OR A LIFE AT LEAST!!
How it really is...
The reality of how things really are is out there for us to find. You just need to look hard!
Taken from manga, 'Sun-Ken Rock.
...
weather you work a 9 to 5, bum it or on road,
each path in life is corrupt and cold.
pushed to slave it until grey and old.
made to think by that time you'd have a fat wad to unfold.
But the reality is you wont, and never will
and when you realise, your anger is enough to kill
you've slaved for so long, but still not even a cheap thrill
But I have to rely on them, lest I fall ill.
As I sit and twist my locks, right down to the point
I sit and ponder, do I want a joint?
Do I want to let go or even forget
But be warned this food can cause you regret.
My advice, is at least make sure you speak out
if not your true self will dry like the African drought.
Speak up be heard, if you don't you wont.
pushed to slave it until grey and old.
made to think by that time you'd have a fat wad to unfold.
But the reality is you wont, and never will
and when you realise, your anger is enough to kill
you've slaved for so long, but still not even a cheap thrill
But I have to rely on them, lest I fall ill.
As I sit and twist my locks, right down to the point
I sit and ponder, do I want a joint?
Do I want to let go or even forget
But be warned this food can cause you regret.
My advice, is at least make sure you speak out
if not your true self will dry like the African drought.
Speak up be heard, if you don't you wont.
Casual Racism....?
WTF IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE!!?? No please someone tell me.....
Imagine this. You are at work, doing your job, having a chat with your fellow colleagues. When one of them, lets call him Bob, who happens to be of duel heritage, states 'Im going away tomorrow', to which the acting supervisor, lets call her FAT BALDING SKET, replies 'why, what did you do, how long for?'. Now the following was not said with full seriousness, but Bob replied 'are you being racist'. Before FBS had time to panic, one of the trainers, lets call him..... Patheticus, approached us (bare in mind the 3 of us he approached are all of duel heritage) and started throwing the term 'Half cast' about. Even after showing him the proper definition of this term and explained why it cannot be used, he tried to justify what he had said by stating 'casual racism is okay'!!
As you can imagine, this did not go down well, and after a bit of a rant I went outside the office for a smoke, because I was mere seconds away from throwing a fist into this guys chubby little face.
There where other things mentioned in this 'conversation' that were just plain wrong, such as FBS stating she alright to make such comments as she has mixed race grand children (which I feel sorry for) and that she knows all about racism as..... are you ready for this..... HER EX IS PART OF THE BNP so she knows all about racism.
WTF is casual racism?? Anyone....? No?
Further to this a week or so later, an actual supervisor stated 'stuff like that doesn't happen' whilst watching a daytime soap during his lunch break, showing a single African having to watch in fear as her front garden is destroyed and rubbish is forced through her letterbox! Which planet do you live on if you've never come across that type of thing you ignorant fuck!!
Now what kills me the most about all of this 'casual racism' is that if I speak out about it, I'm told to calm down, or I need to watch what I say. Again.... WTF!! Am I really the one in the wrong here buy speaking out about this stuff?? I honestly think I am not, but I am young, and appreciate that I can sometimes be rash!! BOLOX!! I AM NOT WRONG!!
I used to be considered obese, does that mean I'm able to comment on FBS' weight? NO!
I ended up having to keep note of my rants saved as a draft email on the works internal email system, but stupidly I left this open one day, and guess who saw it THE BOSS...... no lol.
SO today after a meeting with the HR officer (who happens to actually be alright) I've been given 5 days of to calm down a bit.
I cant be wrong.... SURLY!
Saturday, 9 July 2011
FREEDOM END
This whole freedom thing has taught me a bit. More than anything I've learnt that I waste allot of energy trying to understand EVERYTHING even the unexplainable such as, and specifically relating to the freedom posts, emotion. I will now learn not to do this as it leads to scary realisations!
People kept asking 'arent you jealous?', to be honest at first I didn't understand why I should have, but didn't think much of it, but as more and more people asked I would ask back 'why should I be?'. Obviously there is trust there. But as always as in this situation I was the one that was thinking differently from the majority and so questions if I was jealous or not. After many hours across this past week I have sat and I have thought. At one point I came up with, maybe somewhere in my head I want it to go wrong so I have an easy way out. That lead onto me pondering why I would want to be single again. Also I thought a bit on how I would no if it went wrong, obviously I would more than likely find out through the vine and all that, but me being me this would not be good enough, and I have even sat and thought on what give aways there would be in the behaviour. At this point I decided to give up and not do this anymore. I have just now realised I'm still doing it, so I'm going to get off topic.
People kept asking 'arent you jealous?', to be honest at first I didn't understand why I should have, but didn't think much of it, but as more and more people asked I would ask back 'why should I be?'. Obviously there is trust there. But as always as in this situation I was the one that was thinking differently from the majority and so questions if I was jealous or not. After many hours across this past week I have sat and I have thought. At one point I came up with, maybe somewhere in my head I want it to go wrong so I have an easy way out. That lead onto me pondering why I would want to be single again. Also I thought a bit on how I would no if it went wrong, obviously I would more than likely find out through the vine and all that, but me being me this would not be good enough, and I have even sat and thought on what give aways there would be in the behaviour. At this point I decided to give up and not do this anymore. I have just now realised I'm still doing it, so I'm going to get off topic.
Friday, 8 July 2011
The Simple things
Surprising what can make you smile. Old school work, old bits from work n previous jobs.
Its a feeling that we all love to feel, but at the same time are embarrassed about expressing in front of others, at least for a few moments then most of us just let go and embrace it. We can feel this much more often if we wanted, but we don't !!WHY?!!
If something as simple as this causes emotion we cannot suppress, why do we chase money, fame, power? We completely overlook the simple things that make us instinctively happier. I believe this to be due to the effects of media, but lets not get into that now.
I charge anyone reading to this; next time you feel down, depressed, angry, sad.... you get the drift, go and dig out some old school work or something along those lines if your able to. You can be in tears, but the memory's will cause a smile, I promise!
Forget today's luxurious 'essentials', strip back to basics and maybe you'll learn what is a necessity and what is not.
Its a feeling that we all love to feel, but at the same time are embarrassed about expressing in front of others, at least for a few moments then most of us just let go and embrace it. We can feel this much more often if we wanted, but we don't !!WHY?!!
If something as simple as this causes emotion we cannot suppress, why do we chase money, fame, power? We completely overlook the simple things that make us instinctively happier. I believe this to be due to the effects of media, but lets not get into that now.
I charge anyone reading to this; next time you feel down, depressed, angry, sad.... you get the drift, go and dig out some old school work or something along those lines if your able to. You can be in tears, but the memory's will cause a smile, I promise!
Forget today's luxurious 'essentials', strip back to basics and maybe you'll learn what is a necessity and what is not.
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